David Beckham Opens Up About ‘Pain’ and ‘Guilt’ Over His Career

David Beckham’s self-titled Netflix docuseries from last year was a deeply “therapeutic” experience for the soccer legend. In a guest column for The Hollywood Reporter, Beckham, discussed how the process of filming ‘Beckham’ helped him address mental health challenges and navigate public criticism.

Beckham reflected that working on the series was emotionally taxing, as he had to confront both the successes and struggles of his career. “After each interview, I needed time alone to decompress. Reflecting on my life’s highs and lows was mentally and emotionally exhausting,” he wrote.

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He realized during the filming how much he had been suppressing his emotions to maintain a strong public image. “I had pushed many of these feelings aside for years. I was always taught to keep my emotions in check and present a brave face. This was the first time I truly faced some significant moments in my life, and it was therapeutic,” Beckham explained.

Beckham also addressed the intense media scrutiny he and his wife, Victoria Beckham, endured following the 1998 World Cup. “One of the biggest lessons I’ve learned is the importance of taking care of our mental health. I hope those struggling know they don’t have to face it alone,” he said.

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Although making the docuseries didn’t erase all his feelings of pain, Beckham felt it provided him with the “closure” he needed. “I wouldn’t say the documentary gave me complete closure because I still feel pain from those moments. But it did help me forgive myself and release some of that guilt,” he added.

–Farheen Ali