Rachel Sennott Explores Comedy And Trauma in a Nuanced Dark Dramedy, ‘I Used to Be Funny’

In Ally Pankiw’s debut feature film, the dark dramedy delves into the intricate world of trauma and recovery through the eyes of its protagonist, Sam Cowell, portrayed by Rachel Sennott. Sam, an aspiring stand-up comic and former au pair, grapples with the aftermath of a s*xual assault that has left her battling with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).

The trailer unveils Sam’s internal conflict as she contemplates joining the search for Brooke, a missing teenager she once cared for. Through a narrative interplay of past and present, the film navigates Sam’s journey of healing while attempting to reignite her comedic prowess on stage. 

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The haunting memories of Brooke’s disappearance persistently intrude, challenging Sam’s efforts to move forward. The ensemble cast, featuring Jason Jones, Sabrina Jalees, Caleb Hearon, Ennis Esmer and Dani Kind, adds depth to the exploration of trauma’s impact on personal relationships and communal dynamics.

Premiering at last year’s SXSW Film Festival, the movie delves into the nuances of trauma recovery, veering away from typical revenge or devastation narratives. In her director’s statement, Pankiw emphasises the film’s focus on the gradual process of repairing fractured relationships and rediscovering one’s comedic voice and joy amidst adversity.

The story underscores the far-reaching effects of trauma, highlighting the complexities of navigating life after experiencing violence. In a poignant moment from the trailer, Sam’s friend reminds her that she’s no longer obligated to worry about Brooke. 

However, Sam’s connection to the troubled teenager runs deep, offering a unique perspective on empathy and understanding.

-Sushmita Sarkar